Friday, October 30, 2009 Y 6:24 PM

SIGH!

I don't like to be left alone.
I don't like to do things by myself.
I don't want to take care of the section alone.
I'm afraid that I cannot handle the section.
I don't like to be abandoned.

This is crap.
Total bullshit.
ONE WEEK IS UNBEARABLE.

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D


Yue Qin - Touchy touched touched (:
Fayyad - Yea. I will for the sake of my section. You stay happy ya!
(: - hahaha.
Pearlyn - HAHA! Nice mah.
Yee Hui - ): I v sad!
John - Ya ya be BOF with that damn lizard. I will hate you like how I hate lizards for leaving the section to me.
Neltharion - haha. Your mum is super !


Wednesday, October 28, 2009 Y 5:38 PM

Totally non- describable.

I don't know how to answer your questions because I don't even know the answers myself.
Sigh. My mood is very unpredictable nowadays.
One moment I'm happy another I'm sad.

Anyway, I was thinking when will be the day that something exciting will happen to me.
TADA!
When I came home today, I saw a lizard on the wall.
I moved and it ran to my roses.
I moved again and it ran into the wardrobe through that tiny hole.
I FREAKED OUT and I messaged my mom.
Miracles do happen eh?
She came back almost immediately to start our battle with the lizard.
We used like metal rulers, bamboo sticks, plastic bag etc to chase the lizard away.
But that stupid idiotic lizard refused to come out of my wardrobe.
Its brown, small and ugly. The smaller lizards are, the creepier they get.

I made a trip down to the dentist to tighten my braces.
HAHA! On the way, I bought some sticky pad thing to trap the lizard (:
But it was of no use. WHY? Because the damn lizard went into the keyboard box.
I open the box and true enough the lizard ran out.
Pass my fingers. I screammmmmmmmmmmed like Idk what.
It was very comical and funny.
I should've taken a video eh?

Its out of my room, out of my house and I'm very happy.

Right... What am I going to do during the holidays ?
  • Have band practices until both the concerts are over. *excited*
  • Go on study dates with Shin Ying. (Who wants to study with mua?)
  • Burn my fats (swimming and jogging(?) )
  • Outings and more outings
  • Shaleh. HAHAHA!!
I need to study. I need to prepare myself. (Not trying to be kiasu)
I want to get back to TOP FIFTEEN!


Saturday, October 24, 2009 Y 11:40 PM


I never felt so wow in the midst of trouble before.

Our first Saturday band was extremely tiring.
Maybe I haven't got accustom to the long hours of band.
Committee meeting, section meeting etc etc.
I am very glad to have a section with understanding juniors.

Sorry if John and I ever have to come down hard on you and force you guys to improve in such a short time. We really don't have much choice.
I believe we will make it! Together as a section! :D
PS : Don't be over mischievous "lehszxzx".

We had marching under the very bright yellow sun.
I am still dehydrated even though I drank like IDK how many bottles of water.
I'm quite moody during marching but thanks Yazid for entertaining mua.
Exhausted ~

Church was greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat. Really.
Firstly, there wasn't any spoilers.

Secondly, the pastor preached shared many motivating life stories.
He's a Sri Lankan and he told us about the terrorism, how people got killed, how people survived.
A miracle happened to me(considered).
Thanks Qian Yi and Qiu Ru for their prayer. :D
I shall grumble less and be contented.

Thirdly, LOW QIU RU CAME!
Super happy to see her. We haven't been talking since ages(SEC 1!?!).

The trip home was an enjoyable one.
Talked about our "adventures" and "discoveries". HAHA!
Had a good laugh on the bus.
Sorry I didn't join you babes for supper. Weak stomach eh.
Probably will tag along with you two next week!

Yeap. "God will make a wayyyyyy, where there seems to be no wayyyy"



Friday, October 23, 2009 Y 10:09 PM

A supposedly happy day.

I'm supposed to be happy that I am successfully promoted to sec 4.
I'm supposed to be happy that I got what I always longed for since sec 1.
I'm supposed to be happy that I finally found the drink I missed.

Why must it happen now and not after concert ?
I am at a total lost and I think that I'm a real failure.
I know this is beyond my control but I can't help feeling hurt.
I've spent two years teaching you with almost all my love and care.

You are like a sister saying goodbye to me.
One gone after another. Please don't tell me there will be a next one.
You know how bonded our section is. Or rather used to be. It is really very saddening.
Sigh. You are my best player and I really need you to help me out.
Yea... I know its not your fault and this might not be what you want.

Well. This is another lesson for me to learn from and to overcome difficulties I guess.
Replacements? Where do I find them?
Lion King. POTO. WISC. Formation.
I hate it. I'm tired of trying.
Thank God that I still have John and others and I wish you all the best (:

I know I'm emotional but thats how I work.
SuperEsther will try to be strong(: (thank you)

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D


Adi - Oops. A little late! I know you do not want your dad to suffer from diarrhea.
Shin Ying - AHAHA! Too much fun will cause burns. I'm sun burnt! And the damn funny umbrella incident.
Yue Qin - You will mehhhhhhhhhhh?
John - HAHA! JOHN! how how how? My mind if full of hows.
Lynn - Thanks (:


Wednesday, October 21, 2009 Y 4:52 PM


Its like how a baby first learns to crawl then walk and followed by run.

We got back all our examination results.
I thank God that I passed every single subject.
However, there will not be any harvest if seeds were not sown.
I think I grew strong because I didn't cry when I received my Chemistry results.
It was really like plunging from the top to the bottom of the deep blue sea.

Band resumed and I found joy in playing the timpani.
This is crazy, I know. JOHN! DON'T ASSUME I WANT TO PLAY IT FOREVER.
I need to brush up my skills and I only have until 14 Nov to do so.
I can do it!

PICTUREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES !




Sunday, October 18, 2009 Y 1:40 AM


Sigh.

I'm an awesome red fried lobster dipped in red-est chili sauce.
HAHA! I hate being a direction idiot. Chicken sign.

We took quite a number of days to plan for the picnic but it was kind of the fastest.
Faster than deciding on what to eat for a particular day?!
Afraid of the weather, afraid of P and AT not able join us. (apparently that AT didn't turn up)
Upon hearing the thunders, I prayed.
It was the first time I prayed with all my heart and God didn't fail me.
Faith building up. (Not trying to be holy)

Sorry people for being late. I AM NOT A PRINCESS!

The picnic was full of hot tidbits and cold salad made by princess P :D
Fancy hot food without oven.
Why cold ? RED BULL ICE BOX!
Leave cold green tea under the sun for 3 hours. It will taste superb (at least it is to mua)
Took lots of photos! Pretty, Ugly, Unglamorous, Crazy etc...
Quite a bit of funny stuffs happened.
Like the umbrella incident (I can laugh thinking of it) HAH!
You guys should watch the video.
We were rather dehydrated so we were quite tired.
Departed realising that we are all red lobsters. I think I'm the worst.
Oh! I still can't quite figure out why they build gabions there when waters can't reach.
And gabions are meant to destroy natural beauty but not for beautifying purpose!

Headed back to yishun at our favourite dessert shop to quench the thirst (or heat).
Then to hilltop for more pictures and jokes.
I love counting the number of rounds a person can run.
Ate dinner together. A wonderful day spent with dearies (:

Shopping makes me broke.
Ok. At least I got what I wanted. :D
Pearlyn says my shirt is very boomzx. HAHA. (meant to be a joke for YH)

I'm physically tired and mentally tired. Dangxzx.
Gonna relax and try to stay away from the sun tomorrow!
Pictures sooooooooon!


Thursday, October 15, 2009 Y 11:13 PM

I'm very happy!

Why? Because End-Of-Year-Examinations is officially overrrrrrrrrrrrr!
I don't have to stay up late to study anymore :D
The results part is still the ultimate spoiler though.

We had a belated birthday celebration for John!
Met up with Grace and Yee Hui to buy his pressie.
It is so troublesome to choose a present for a guy.
Thank God, we chose something he likes.
Ate non-stop for two hours at seoul garden.
Fayyad and his toy laughing system. *laughs out loud*
Headed off to Safra to play pool. Fun :)
Best dude, hope you enjoyed it yea the supposedly to be "surprise".
I didn't mean to make you walk all the way to the interchange again. Sorraye!

I'm so going to organise a section outing after their Os.
After today, I realised that I missed the joy and laughter brought by them.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW!


Wednesday, October 14, 2009 Y 5:03 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHN ALDRIN B LLAMAS!
You are the kindest, sweetest, nicest buddy ever.
Love you johnny babe! (:

I've gotta snap out of it.
It probably will never happen and I will end up getting trapped in the worst situation.

LAST PAPER TO GO! :D


  • I am velly afraid of thunders.
  • I want to eat ice-cream.
  • I want to be strong!
  • I want my wish to come true like now? (Hopefully)


Friday, October 9, 2009 Y 5:10 PM

Me love mua bodybuilder daddy!

A habit is an acquired behavior pattern regularly followed until it has become almost involuntary.

Right... to prevent someone from asking me to close down my blog, I shall update.
How nice of meeeeee!

END OF YEAR EXAMINATION is total screwed up.
Blame it on me for not preparing earlier.
I hope I get into SSP so I can mediate on my studies like some geek.

Computers cut down your rate of efficiency by 50%. Absolutely true.

So far ...
English, Social studies and A. Math are the not so bad papers.
Chinese!, E. Math and CHEMISTRY are the very horrible ones.
I think I studied Chemistry for nothing.
Thank you Mr R_____ for setting such a difficult paper to let us fail. D:

Momsie invited some peepo over to house.
I have to be cooped up in my room. I don't like to entertain.

I'M VELLY HUNGRY.
Momsie made almond jelly. yummsssss(:

NEXT WEEK!
I can't wait for Thursday's surprise.
I can't wait for Friday's outing with dearies.
I can't wait for Saturday's shopping trip.
I can't wait for Pearlyn to sleep over on Saturday!

Focus on Exam kid!

To A: Don't be sad ok! Focus on your studies now. Treat your dad jelly and he will be happaye!

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Grace - HAHA! My blogsong is v nice! All the best for Monster Os. Yea, lets go out and date. heh! Don't feel guilty uh!
John - I will! (:
Shin Ying - AHHHHHHHHHH! I want to bring sushi instead (:
Wei Jun - You do well too!
Yue Qin - Your pork stare at me. I scared! Later he beat me for talking to you D:
Shu Yun - HAHA! Whatever!


Friday, October 2, 2009 Y 8:42 PM


The End-Of-Year Examination has officially started.
I have absolutely no idea why am I can't feel the anxiety that everyone is feeling.
Why am I so restless? WAKE UP!
I wonder why, I wonder how. Yesterday you told me bout the blue blue sky. And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree...


Back to the point.
English papers was manageable except for some particular questions.
Chinese papers were a total goner. Probably except the comprehension part.

I'm skipping a grade. Taking grade four practical exam next year.
Kinda excited already! Sheesh.

I love eating lunch with AT, PS, SY and YH. We will laugh NON-STOP.
And I have my strawberry ice cream. YAY!
I'm happy!

I want to go marina barrage and have a picnic with you guys.
I wanna go Sentosa with you guys.
All after exams!

Took the flyer with my parents.
It might be more enjoyable if we took the night one but we didn't.
I feel that I can touch the sky. Awesome. I love the height.

Me no like 'accident prone' this phrase.
I'm gonna burn midnight oil ! ):
All the best for the rest of the papers people!

MIA till end of exams :)

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Fayyad - Thank you!
Shin Ying - The two times in a row lunch dates make me tummy ache like crazy!
Shu Yun - HAHA! Which humble pie have you eaten. Admit you are prettaye.
Yue Qin - HEH. Ok. You sweet and sour. Love ya!
Wei Jun - hahah. Since I forgot when. Thanks :)
John - You shall work hard and pass all subjects k !
Pei Wen - HELLO! :D