Sunday, May 31, 2009 Y 10:32 PM

I love you, you love me, we are happy family. HA HA HA. forget it luh.

Holidays started. NO! Correction: shagdays started.

Saturday's band was tiring. Maybe I'm still not accustomed to the schedule and all.
I hope I will adapt fast! Cause my energy is draining.
Mr Tan came in the morning. Rehearsals were fine but I was kind of sleepy. heh!
There wasn't any marching. What a pity... I was looking forward to the fun.
Anw, I joined Michael with his secondary ones.
Taught one of them and I almost screamed cause I don't even know if she gets it.
P A T I E N C E!
Sectional-ed for like the whole afternoon. Learned some rhythm from Michael.
I wonder how long since I learn something new aye.
I went crazyyyyy singing "ONWARD ONWARD WE GOOOOO!" and forgetting lyrics in between.
I pissed I don't know how many people off.

TO FAYYAD : You cheater! I'm so going to winnnnnnnnnn!

Qian Yi went to church with me.
Thanks for that post that touched me. I was shocked ttm!
I am velly happy you know!!
Pearl baked muffins. Delicious :D Although it wasn't your recipe! *giggles
Read my storybook during the service.
I completed that book and I rate it 2/5.
Ouh. I like to eat sour stuffs. Fear not, I'm not pregnant.
Wasted my life away today.

I am so going to change my blogskin now!

OH... IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT I WRITE IN MY BLOG, YOU CAN CHOOSE NOT TO READ IT.


Wednesday, May 27, 2009 Y 9:07 PM

Recovered.

I hope everyday would be as fun as today. Exercising with joy and laughter :D
The inter-class games really brightened up my life in school!
I get to talk to long-time-no-see friends. Pei Wen! *hugs*
I went around hugging many people today. Long time since I hugged someone!
Thanks a billion to the guys who were willing to swoop games with me!
If I were to join soccer today, I would have missed out loads of fun.
Although we didn't come in as the champion, I'm sure we had a great time. Ok, at least I do!
The matches versus a1, b2 and s3 were awesome.
I get to bond with the not-so-close friends. I'm more than happy to be able to make more friends.
Sorry if anyone of you went deaf because of my screams!
Jeanne! I have butter fingerxzxzxzx :D *hugs*
You know what? I love captain's ball ttm.
How I wish everyday will be a captain's ball day so I don't have to bore myself to death in class.
Woohooo! Fat hope.
I love watching soccer. heh!
PS. Adi, I forgive you (:

BANDBANDBANDBANDBANDBANDBANDBANDBANDBANDBAND.

Sectional-ed in the hot study area while the rest of the people had the air-con.
We had much more benefits though. No stress and laughter!
Yi Jun! I believe you can play the cymbals nicely :)
I had a laughing fit today. The "zhou" and the kicking of butt.
Oh Oh... and pepsi cola one two three. Cheaterrrrrrrrs.

Today is the best day of the week. Trouble-free and I love it.

I love 3s2 (:

To : Woan Ting, Sharon, Zhi Wei and Derrick. Take care of your wounds peepo!

Singapore's first case of H1N1. May God bless the person to recover asap (:


LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D


Rosemary - hokie dokies!
Yue Qin - Yes yes, cowseller :D
Colin - JIEJIE! whateverrrrr. hahahahahhaahahahaha. Where's your sweet heart ?
Pearlyn - hahaha. Thanks sistarzxz!
Jeannes - Jeanne :D hahahahaha.


Sunday, May 24, 2009 Y 9:09 PM

Enough is enough. Brave it through.

The cycle of band starts all over again. The feeling of having to return to school on a Saturday feels weird out of a sudden. I need time to adapt. Morning run/jog was fine. We ran ten whole rounds in ten minutes. I walked for a round though. I feel so awesome to exercise after such a long time!

Only the Secondary threes marched today. Pretty fun, we get to laugh and learn from one another. We got singled out to command the squad. Funny yet scary. I was trembling like mad when I shouted the command. Like you have to stand in the middle of the parade square and shout to the other end. {shivers} Oh, the commands were all in Malay and they all sound so funny coming out from my mouth. Kebealcan puseng. However you spell it.

Started on a new song. So disorganized. Do you know that setting up stands is also part of setting up the instruments? Something happened along the way and I broke down. I DIDN'T WANT TO ___. I just can't help it. That is what I'll do when I'm angry. Thanks bestie and co for letting me whack you, scream and laugh my head off to see the "wrestling scene". Sorry Michael and Fayyad, I can't say it out. I don't want anybody to take sides.
Had American marching after rehearsals. I prefer to command in English so much more to Malay. Furthermore, I don't have to shout (: Fayyad and Michael, sabo me huh! You waittttttttt!
I'm sorry Cindy, Mei Qi and Permyod. I didn't show the behaviour I'm supposed to.


Church was better than last weeks (: I enjoyed worship a lot. We were teasing Wan Ru all the way throughout service and during lunch. One month of honeymoon... I want it too! D:
Gained fatssssssssssss and went home to do stupid Chemistry homework.

I hate being the youngest, being outcasted by the family, being left aside, having no stand.
You guys pity other families who have family problems. Yes, they might have greater problems than us. You comment but have you reflected on our family? Have you gave a thought on how I feel? NO.

Why do I feel this way? Its because I'm concerned. Are you concerned or do you care about playing? Can you understand what I felt at that point? Your actions is so inconsiderate I cannot stand it. Don't blame me for walking off. So what if you are the best player amongst us? Fine. You can have whatever you want. I won't argue with you. I will just step back. You can take everything do anything that pleases yourself. I am sick and tired. I don't want to care. I don't have the energy loving them, being caring and nice anymore.

I'm very very frustrated with myself. Me myself don't know what is the problem with me. I have all sorts of feelings now. Dejected, unhappy everything. I need a cowseller.

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Yue Qin - Hello (:
Nadiah - I miss you ttm!
Pearlyn - hahaha. Cause you love me no more D:
Fayyad - Just don't side, don't assume and treat as if nothing has happened k (:
Qian Ling - I guess so... Nothing happened(: Concentrate on your O levels! No. We don't have the same faceeeeeeeeeeeeeee!


Friday, May 22, 2009 Y 7:20 PM

Good friends are hard to come by...

I will not be bothered with things I shouldn't be.
What else can I say? I'm just a kid.

One day I'll make it to child psychology. My ambition. {combination of child care plus psychology}
Results are out {shakes head vigorously} I'm most disappointed in Chemistry. Esther Tang Hui En swears that I'm going put in thrice the effort for Ca2! Mark my words.
Band resumed. My section means a lot to me. I really miss the joy and laughter (:
Oh. Thanks Grace for talking to me that day, it really made me feel way better! :D

Let something interesting happen in my life!

:D




LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Zhi Wei - Okie! Call Jae Kyung out too (:
Pei Wen - You didn't flunk k! I'm alrightttttttttttt (: Love you loads <33
Woan Ting - I know that! That girl!!
Pearlyn - I'm alright already! I love you too. No, I shouldn't waste my love on you >:)
Qian Yi - Okie. Will link you (:
Pei Wen - I updated!!!


Monday, May 18, 2009 Y 6:13 PM

Its back, all over again...

I tried to change my mindset, to be positive.
I had really been tolerating with things I know wouldn't in the past.
I am no longer that straightforward. What more do you want ?

Can you not choose the path I'm leading for me?
Do you know how many freaking times we quarreled or argued over God.
Stop asking me if I have a heart for God. Stop asking whether I have faith in God.
I am very frustrated.
Sometimes, you make me hate God. Sometimes, you make me hate you.

Mid Year Examinations are officially over. I don't expect any good grades as I did not put in the effort. No one is to blame.

Wan Ru's wedding is over. May God bless them with a blissful marriage (:
Looking at the guys expression when they ate those rubbish, it is really priceless.
Celery + banana + papaya + etc = stinks. I don't know how they ate it down. {disgustingzxz}
I was bored to the maximum so went up to the bride's room and watched Fa Mu Lan.
It was really heart-warming when you see them take their vows, exchanging wedding rings.
Oh~ I felt like digging a hole to bury myself when that stupid photo was screened.
Conclusion : It was a tiring day.

I completed 'The Kite Runner' in a day. A nice book to read. Its about love, honor, guilt, fear, redemption and friendship.

I will upload all the photos when I get them.

{I'm feeling lost}


LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Wei Jun - Grow up please.
Ariel - Relax! hahaha! They suck.
Yee Hui - That girl. tsk!
Shin Ying - yea! Wait till the results are out.
Grace - He Mei Mao! I miss you!!
Lynn - hello(:


Friday, May 8, 2009 Y 7:31 PM


I miss childhood.

I want to go back to AMK and visit kak midah and kak aisha(?) someday soon!

I have just wasted half of the year slacking away. How great can this get? Mid-year exams are almost over. But there are 3 major papers left which are EMATH! PHYSICS! AMATH! D: I neeed to love math now! The previous papers were alright passable but won't be able to score well. Last minute revision never works. I have to buck up.

I'm not done shopping for Wan Ru's wedding yet. I have to save for my freaking expensive contact lens cause my mummy refuses to pay. I shall borrow money from loan shark. Just kidding, why would I sentence myself to death.

Guess what? Extremely good news, the three eight women are going to appear. {for them} They don't deserve going D: My mood is guaranteed to be ruined. No no no, why should my mood be affected by them. {Grossed out}

I am going to mug everyday after school from today onwards!
I'm gonna win you for EOY! :D

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Yue Qin - No! You are so pretty. ahahaha
Sharon - You are a happy girl now!
Yazid - All the best for the rest of the papers :D
Qian Ling - Fine Fine. I will study hard. No worries! :D
Jing Yi - I will! Lets meet up after MYE :)
Amirah - All the best for the rest of the papers. hahaha! His bangs rocks not!
John - I sing better than you ok! Chicken you and your ugly bangs/hair. HAHA
Sharon - Relinked
Doreen - Hey! All the best for your papers :)
Pei Wen - I miss you too pervert! HAHAHA! All the best for your math! :D Love you! Nope, Geog wasn't easy. I studied the wrong thing. No A1 D:
Rosemary - Relinked