A supposedly happy day.

I'm supposed to be happy that I am successfully promoted to sec 4.
I'm supposed to be happy that I got what I always longed for since sec 1.
I'm supposed to be happy that I finally found the drink I missed.

Why must it happen now and not after concert ?
I am at a total lost and I think that I'm a real failure.
I know this is beyond my control but I can't help feeling hurt.
I've spent two years teaching you with almost all my love and care.
You are like a sister saying goodbye to me.
One gone after another. Please don't tell me there will be a next one.
You know how bonded our section is. Or rather used to be. It is really very saddening.
Sigh. You are my best player and I really need you to help me out.
Yea... I know its not your fault and this might not be what you want.
Well. This is another lesson for me to learn from and to overcome difficulties I guess.
Replacements? Where do I find them?
Lion King. POTO. WISC. Formation.
I hate it. I'm tired of trying.
Thank God that I still have John and others and I wish you all the best (:

I know I'm emotional but thats how I work.
SuperEsther will try to be strong(: (thank you)

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Adi - Oops. A little late! I know you do not want your dad to suffer from diarrhea.
Shin Ying - AHAHA! Too much fun will cause burns. I'm sun burnt! And the damn funny umbrella incident.
Yue Qin - You will mehhhhhhhhhhh?
John - HAHA! JOHN! how how how? My mind if full of hows.
Lynn - Thanks (: