Tell me the definition of being a good kid.
I still can't quite figure it out.

I wish I can split myself into four. I will be able to let myself and others happy.
But its impossible.

A little note for you to remember forever.

Do not feel lousy for a little setback like that.
Different people have different strengths and weaknesses in them.
You may not excel in certain aspects of life but do not feel inferior.
Being able to do something well is not a natural thing.
You have to practice. And practice makes perfect.
I totally understand how you feel right now.
I was once like you.
If its really your choice then so be it.
I will always be there for you if you need me.
I will always love you as a senior (:
Though I'm very very very sad.
I feel useless for not having to teach you all I know.