When will I be more efficient?

I realised I am a very blessed girl with so many people who love me surrounding me.
If one day I were to lose all of them, I probably wouldn't live on too.

My heart is in a mess. I feel like ripping my heart apart. Seriously. D:
I'm sorry if I ever hurt anybody in my life. Really very very sorry.

Please please please don't feel dejected. I hope that our friendship won't drift any further away.
I miss it. Do you even know how important it is?

I don't have the motivation to study.
Mrs Wan is away, I don't understand Math.
Mr Tang is away, I want him to drill in the concepts into my brain by repeating them over and over again.
I need a break from Chemistry and really really hopes his pace is slightly slower.
Its not that I want to be rude and rebel in class but seriously it is getting on my nerves having to rush everything and not remembering a single thing after all the work done.
At least my love for Chemistry hasn't died yet.

Another no band week because of the H1N1.
My parents finally found the contractor to renovate my house.
I want a pink room! :D
YEEHUI! 我很烦啊!
Does poker helps to distress? hahahaha!
I like guys who plays the piano or violin super well. They are especially cute.
I think this summed up my entire week.

I WANT TO STAY AWAKE IN ALL LESSONS.
I am so going to sleep at 10pm or earlier every single day.

ADI GET WELL SOOOOON!

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

A - hello!
Hui - Order your ass. Don't you dare order me around!
Qin - hahaha. SAD! I cut and paste your face beside the guy you sitting with ok? HAHAHA!