Why didn't ____ do something? rahhh.

I wasn't late today! Someone else was >:) I was waiting for Yee Hui when some guy sat beside me. He started talking to himself and shaking. Then when the bus came, he jumped up. Weird? I freaked out. Shocking morning I had. Ate our lunch and went to school for band/sectional. Time passed real fast today. I wanted to enlarge my score for mangione opener but it turned out bad. So I made use of the time copying out the score. I took like 2 hours plus to copy out 75 bars with Grace's help :D Now I can play pretty well. Enlarged scores make work easier. I can play thirty bars already. But there is still a long way to go :D Everyday after band is joy. :D I miss Nadiah and Qian Ling. Come back soon people! D:

I wanna watch...
Madagascar escape 2 africa - 13 November -
Beverly Hills Chihuahua - 20 November -
Bolt - 4 December -
Twilight - 18 December -
Angus Thongs and Perfect Snogging - 18 December -
Australia - 25 December -

Soon to spend a bomb on movies D:

I'm sick and tired of waiting and waiting...

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Shin Ying - Porridge makes you grow slimmer. hahaha!
Yue Qin - Super funny. Everyday laughter.
Shu Yun - I don't miss it now know. haha!
Pei Wen - I will :D


I need to rant now. You can ignore this post.

Things were pretty fine today until I came back from my piano lesson. Ahhh.. I finally went for piano lessons eh? Teacher's dog made me happy but some stupid things have to ruin it. D:

Hello mother. You were the one who broke the promise ok. Every child has parents who wants to go out with their child but how about you? Time and time again you rejected me by giving me all sorts of excuses. For the past two or more years? HOW MANY TIMES YOU AND DADDY HAVE TO BREAK YOUR PROMISES. Its like drinking water already.
Everytime I go out with my friends, you say I will spend spend spend. Then why not you go out with me? You wouldn't right? Such a trivial thing you need to blow it up. Like what I don't appreciate you etc etc. If I ain't concerned about how you feel. Then why years back then I will sit at a corner and practice writing my chinese words neatly to make you happy? Everytime I aced a subject, I would think about how happy you would be. Maybe one day I can just flunk all my subjects. True, I'm not as obedient and filial as ________. But behind ____ parents' back, you will never know what she said ok. You said I never cared and I don't have feelings. Oh then why I always lock myself in my room and cry over the night thinking of what you've said? Its because you don't see it ok! I don't wail in the living room and whine to everybody! LIKE YOU! How many times I ever whined to my family huh? Ya. I'm the worst child you can ever get. I'm never obedient never filial never this never that. I never lived to your expectations right? Am I even not worth being your child? Don't bother to read. Its an eye-sore.

I CANNOT TAKE THIS ANYMOREEEEEEEEEEE.


Miss, misses, missing and missed D:

Well, life has been pretty boring these days. I didn't go out as I don't have the money to spend. I don't like to window shop. Conclusion is to save. It won't be that difficult! -crapping-

I've been eating porridge, porridge and more porridge. I am used to it already and I began to love home-cooked porridge. Especially home-cooked fried fish porridge. :D The power of love makes me love fish. Incredible eh? Daddy had been cooking porridge for me almost everyday. His porridge always seem to have some special ingredient which makes it smell and taste nice. He also helped me smash the fish and pick the bones out to make it easier to chew. How sweet of him yea? I feel so blessed :D

We had band today. Cloudburst and parts of Among The Clouds and side read some piece. So cloudy. -no link- Time passed super slowly today. I think I counted a lot today. 123422343234... I was super hungry during rehearsal. You can hear my stomach growling. Dying to eat something but we had to wait for Zong Quan. Meanwhile, Jia Shen entertained us. Whatever he said, I will laugh. I pratically rolled on the floor and laugh. How many times I've mentioned that Jia Shen made me laugh? Bought bread and went home. Surprised that I bought bread right? Oh. I dislike bus drivers who don't pay attention to bells. Whats the point of having the bell there then? I had loads of laughter today. How I wish somebody in my house will make me laugh this much EVERYDAY!

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Shu Yun - haha! Then I shall whine when I feel like listening to your la bi xiao xin's voice. :D
Shin Ying - Happy beeeeelated third month! :D
Pei Wen - Okay! :D
Yue Qin - Happy beeeeelated third month! <33
Pearlyn - Happy beeelated third :D
Shaun - Ok. I forgive you ONCE. :D
Derrick - hahaha! ya... lol.
Shin Ying - HELLO! I miss you D:


Endure.

School holidays started but I still went back to school on Friday for band.
Nothing much was done, I was stoning in pain at one corner most of the time. I didn't feel like talking.

I nearly died while running today. Super tiring plus I didn't have the energy to run. My bestfriend is now porridge. D: Marching was alright today. Except that I can't shout "left left left right left..." cause my teeth would hurt a lot. My neck hurts from the chin ups and stuffs. Went through among the clouds. It is a very nice song. I likeeeeeeee. I'm happy that I managed to eat my porridge in less than hour today :D First time ok! Break record uh! I know I talk weirdly but you don't have to make fun of me. I can't pronounce "s" properly. After lunch was Majestia and some other piece. Not too bad. Came back home. The bustrip was awesome with so much laughter. Jia Shen and his silly actions sends joy to everyone. :D This post is crap.

Jefferson - I hate you for what you've said. You are not freaking perfect so you don't have to comment.

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Shu Yun - I will miss you too! Loves :D
Yue Qin - aawww. )':
Shin Ying - Yeap. Memories that cannot be forgotten! :D
Yue Qin - It will continue to improve for the better yea! <3333333333333
Pei Wen - :DDDDD! We still can meet up and see each other in school! :D
Shu Yun - Hard to forget know... I can still text you secretly >:) I can still whine in your ear everyband practice! muahahahaha! You can "mama" me too!
Amanda - HAHAAAAAAA! Like #@!%&#%$!#@(%
Woan Ting - ahah. Don't cry luh!
Yee Hui - Oh. It was rather suprising that you cried. heheheh! Pray!
Bryan - Thanks! :D
Colin - Go and bang the wall now. HAHA! Just joking :D


Flashbacks, memories that will never be forgotten.




Bid farewell.

Its the last day of school today. *awwwww* Watched the teachers play against the students. I don't know what got into me and I went to play. Guess who we played with? Mrs Tan, Miss Soo and Mrs Rupesh. All the discipline teachers. We were like wondering if they would catch our ankle socks and fringe. Miss Soo lied to us. Nevermind. It was a good game. All the teachers were freaking tall. Especially Mr J. We sure did have fun. :D It was super tiring too. Our stamina has gone down. We are so dead when band starts to run again. We had one hour of recess. I will not disappoint Pang Jing Yi. Slacked around and it sure doesn't feel like the last day of school. Mrs Liu came in and gave us new report slips. Though I improved my math, I dropped one position. D: Nevermind. Accept whatever that comes. Mdm Yuan and Miss Fazilla started giving their speeches. It is the last time they are going to give speeches as our form teachers. I started to feel sad. People started crying. Crying is contagious. Oh man. I love bear hugs but today's bear hugs were sad ones. I will miss 2a1. Especially besties, exotic zes and others too.

I will miss Yee Hui's humor, Shu Yun's bear looks, Yue Qin eyebrow looks. I will sure miss you guys a lot! Especially those times when we are there for each other no matter what. Despite the times when we got real irritated with each other. But we can still meet each other during band so its not that bad! :D
I will miss Adi's and Bryan's jokes. I will miss Jae Kyung my math tutor. I will miss every single one of exotic zes. Those fun times we had together! I will miss everybody! EVVVVVERRRRYYYBODY! Enough. It is not as if we can't get to see each other forever anymore. :D There is still next year!
But still... Goodbye two-a-one! I will miss you.
Two years passes really fast. REAL FAST!
The rubberbands separating my teeth is super uncomfortable and my gums hurt.
Once again. " Momentary pain is worth for a lifetime of beauty " I am so not gonna regret!

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Nadiah - shussh! hahaha! yea :D
Yee Hui - You won't bear to kill me :D
Jefferson - I'm not the strongest nor the best. I'm actually very very weak. Way weaker than you.
Pei Wen - Sure sure! I will miss you too yea!
Shin Ying - You know I will miss you too! and I'm looking super forward to the zoo trip! I love you toooooooooooooooooooooo :D


Weird.
and... why must it happen?

I am very very vexed now. This morning was a total shock. I had to receive some academic award out of a sudden. I dislike standing infront of so many people for such a long time(besides concerts). I feel like a total bitch. I wasn't in any extreme good mood today because of you-know-what. We spent the time playing poker and heart attack to entertain ourselves. Its a total waste of time. Got back our report books. I was rather happy with my results. I improved from mid-year. My results did drop drastically though.(from last year) There was band after school. I helped to move down the instruments. I hate them and you! Yee Hui knows why :D

Released early and I went to the dentist. Well, it was fun this time round. The people there are supreme friendly. :D I had my two lower teeth extracted. I've got to live with it until 5 november when those wires come in. It didn't hurt much as I was thinking of something. They also put in four blue rubberbands to make space for my braces. Cool uh? So not ok, it hurts now. I can't feel a single thing just now because its numb. Now its not D:
I did the wrong move and it sucks big time now. Gosh...

TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL. I feel kinda sad cause I won't be in the same class as many people anymore. D:

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Shin Ying - You are one of my besties so its alright.
Sharon - Okie.
Azurah - *wave wave hughug*
Amanda - Okie. Its the same quiz as sharon's.



I regretted promising. I should have NEVER did something like that since IT LANDED ME IN TROUBLE.

Right... On Sunday, I went to church as usual. However, I was exceptionally tired. I think I yawned for more than thirty times and I had the "I'm tired look" on my face. I hate yawning continously and having watery eyes in some freaking cold place. I'm sorry I don't know how to comfort people when they cry. Especially out of a sudden. I feel useless. Please do not HUG ME in public especially when you are not my good or close or best friend. I know this may hurt but I just don't like it and I feel weird about it.

Yesterday was interclass games. Supposingly to be captain's ball but it turned out funny. We played captain's ball using this humongous soapy ball. I got my mood ruined by someone. Then I got real hyper playing that stupid game. My hand hurts. Don't ever sit beside Pei Wen, Yee Hui, Benjamin and maybe me. For your information, BENJAMIN WHACKS REAL HARD. After school, besties and I went out for a movie. We went to the arcade. Playing with the spoiled machine was super fun. We took advantage. I played some real stupid games. We also went to take neoprints. Its the best ones so far ever since I lost my wallet in Australia. I still miss my wallet. D: Before I forget, I saw something rather disgusting. Not rather but ultra! hahahahaa! Besties will know why :D Waited for Jae Kyung before going in. We missed the starting of Eagle Eye but we still got the story line. Super violent and exciting. I rate four upon five. :D It was a torture after I came home. I didn't even get to eat my dinner. Well, I was lectured the whole time by my mother for something. Hello? That victim was so innocent and what? I'm at home listening to all these craps? YOU MEAN I'M NOT HURT. That another person is way important than me? I'm your daughter for God's sake. I appreciate that my elder sister tried to help me out. Just stop bothering me with that matter. I'm offended by your words and I am so not gonna be kind. Stupid. It always have been like this, how long more you want me to put up with that. D: You don't have to bother to read this. I don't want to hurt you manzxz!

That science engineering competition was so boring. That boat making drains our brain cells and I was completely moodless. But sometimes things perk me up a little. I don't like schools with no sportsmanship. But I still like ang mohs. Yee Hui and Shu Yun wanted to smack me just now for being so abnormal. I had to get hyper during that kind of situation know?
I'm super pissed and sad now D:

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D
Shin Ying - aha! The Hong Kong drama craze! :D
Kent - You crabbiest k! You lamer!
Yue Qin - Now you know how scary you look most of the time! HAHAHA!
Marcus - Thanks! I want photos photos photos!
Mei Qi - Glad you know that! Next time careful uh! :D
Sharon - :DDDDDDDD


The secondary ones and twos concert is FINALLY OVER! :D
*rejoices*

It feels weird to wake up early on a Saturday suddenly but we got to sleep an hour more today :)
Had a short rehearsal in school before going to Admiralty Secondary School for our band exchange with Admiralty, Geylang Methodist and Bishan Park. Played whacko and blow wind blow for ice breakers. We were kinda not cooperative at first but we went high soon after. I don't know why people like to call my name while playing the whacko. Esther is easy to remember I guess. Knew quite a number of people. After the fun, we had a run through and ate dinner. Everybody was excited and all. Especially the juniors :D *hugs and hand shakes*
Some people just had to spoil the fun atmosphere by giving sucky attitudes. GAHH! RESPECT YOUR SENIORS! $#@%^^&%#$@%^&#$@%&^$*$%#
Concert was alright except for the cymbal dropping part. Kinda scary but its ok!
Thanks for coming down BFF! Thanks for screammming my name too! *loves* Thanks to the seniors who screamed, did funny actions to calm us down etc! Oh yes! THANKS PEOPLE FOR THE CHOCOLATES! :D I need to go on a diet now.
Bus ride home was full of laughter. Jia Shen is such an adorable dear. Not to forget SILLY too! Cam-whored and stuffffffs :D I threw a disgusting melted chocolate to the back of the bus. Climax of laughter. hahahah! I had loads of fun today! Best exchange ever.