I need to rant now. You can ignore this post.

Things were pretty fine today until I came back from my piano lesson. Ahhh.. I finally went for piano lessons eh? Teacher's dog made me happy but some stupid things have to ruin it. D:

Hello mother. You were the one who broke the promise ok. Every child has parents who wants to go out with their child but how about you? Time and time again you rejected me by giving me all sorts of excuses. For the past two or more years? HOW MANY TIMES YOU AND DADDY HAVE TO BREAK YOUR PROMISES. Its like drinking water already.
Everytime I go out with my friends, you say I will spend spend spend. Then why not you go out with me? You wouldn't right? Such a trivial thing you need to blow it up. Like what I don't appreciate you etc etc. If I ain't concerned about how you feel. Then why years back then I will sit at a corner and practice writing my chinese words neatly to make you happy? Everytime I aced a subject, I would think about how happy you would be. Maybe one day I can just flunk all my subjects. True, I'm not as obedient and filial as ________. But behind ____ parents' back, you will never know what she said ok. You said I never cared and I don't have feelings. Oh then why I always lock myself in my room and cry over the night thinking of what you've said? Its because you don't see it ok! I don't wail in the living room and whine to everybody! LIKE YOU! How many times I ever whined to my family huh? Ya. I'm the worst child you can ever get. I'm never obedient never filial never this never that. I never lived to your expectations right? Am I even not worth being your child? Don't bother to read. Its an eye-sore.

I CANNOT TAKE THIS ANYMOREEEEEEEEEEE.