Yes, I'm released early from band because I'm not feeling well. #!%@^&T$#!*@$!@#$@#!%$!$ ^%@#$ !!! Okay. Sectionals on wind blew. I think I can play the marimba part :D ROLL ROLL ROLL... Roll on the floor. hahaha! Everything seems different when you are a senior. The sound of the gong is eerie. Ok. At the part when I bow the gong... Wind blew was fine. Except the last part. Cause I cannot concentrate. Sorry Mr. Tan. Camp tomorrow. I don't want!!! I hope my group will be fun D:
Thursday, May 29, 2008 Y 9:21 PM
LAUGHTER.
No food, no talk. Zoo land and Pocky today :D Wind blew and Can't take my eyes off you. My section is full of funny people :) Fayyad owes me ten! WHHEEE! :D Wanted to have lunch with my section mates but my juniors went to northpoint. While Fayyad, Grace, Yee Hui and I ate in Buddy. OMGGG! Stop eating fish in front of me okay! yuckyuckyuck! D: hahaha! Fayyad is sucha joker. We are laughing while eating. The funniest part is. " Daddy, my fish! " and the " let it swim " ahahaha! Mao mao and the mao-less. Went to walk around in Chong Pang. Bought chip and dale bookmarks. I have a whole load of collection to make. haha! Towels etc etc... Bought some DVDs to watch in Australia. YAY! :D :D Went northpoint and bought shorts. Then went to Tampines with my mother and father. Decided to go giant! We took the short cut route through IKEA backdoor. We sorta sneak in. ok not. My daddy works there. So we got the privilege. hohos. Bought quite a number of stuffs for Australia :) SIX MORE DAYSZXZX! Talked a lot about my childhood. I so miss the place where I used to grow up. I so miss Mak, Kak Aisha, Kak Midah the korkors and the friends and the friendly neighbours ):
OHOH! GREAT AWESOME NEWS :D A hamster was left at the staircase for two days already. I went to ask my mom if I can keep it but SHE DIDNT ALLOW ME TO! ): SOOO MEAN! When we came home, our malay neighbour was playing with the hamster. And I'm glad the hamster found a new owner :D I CURSE THE OLD OWNER FOR ABANDONING THE POOR HAMSTER! asfuysauify1$%!saudfsagf2 #!%@!#% RSDADR!
Wednesday, May 28, 2008 Y 9:18 PM
Bimbotic.
ZOMG. I'm freaking irritated with this stupid slow computer. Works slower than a tortise ok! * throws it on the floor * I was earlier than Yee Hui today! So shocking. hahahahaha :D Jing Yi LOOKSso feminine today. >:) Sectionals then for lunch then Mr Tan came. I hate that rusty cabassa. SHIT! So dirty. I don't know what happened to me. I can't seem to concentrate on blue skies. YIKES! Wind blew is full of counting and more counting... I have difficulty counting. Wind blew is scary. I always feel nervous when we play that song. hahahaha! But I did improve today! :D Did some writing and DRAWING on my wind blew score. ahaha! Ended off with Y.M.C.A. Everybody was so higgghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. HAHAHA! It is very suitable for an ending song. I hate enchanted. So confusing. YAY! I'm allowed to go for church camp.
I have to be bolder and have more self-confidence, says Mr Tan. tsktsk!
LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D
Botak - (: Jin Li - ahaha. okay. Daven - Thanks :D Yee Hui - CUT YOUR NAILS! Pei Wen - hahaa! HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Nadiah - okay... But it was freaking funny when Michael said those pouch etc... WHAT SHIT MINI DINOSAUR?! Yue Qin - (: Shin Ying - I miss you tooooo :D Grace - hahahaha! OCTOPUS! zomg... funny manzxzxxz. My score is full of drawings now. The pear and the apple. haaa
Tuesday, May 27, 2008 Y 1:32 PM
Lame-ness. tsktsk.
YAY! I'm not the only one late for sectionals! HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH! A dead lizard does not = A crocodile! *ROFL!* PS : I'm super duper uber high now. Wind blew, Can't take my eyes off you and Blue sky. Everybody is damn lame today. ESPECIALLY NADIAH AND MICHAEL. Whatever the belt, pouch, plastic bag etc etc. Nonsense mansxzz! Make me laugh for freaking long. My stomach hurts you know! Fayyad! Don't assume! hahaha :D Playing without money does not = gambling. Holy humans.
I miss JOHNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! Damn.... He flew off already. And he is not performing in opus! GAHH! How dare you!!
Monday, May 26, 2008 Y 7:22 PM
Hurt much. Though nothing but something.
Lunched with Yee Hui and Shu Yun. Freaking funny. We were like crazyyyyyy ok! Chewy clams. Sounds gross but turned out the other way. Ps : YEEHUI CUT YOUR FREAKING LONG NAILS! tsktsk! Went to school for band. The weather was unbearable. And I pinned up my fringe and replaced Grace today being the octopus. MUAHAHAHA! :D Sectional-ed on wind blew over cherry blossom. Tsktsk. I CANNOT BOW THE GONG! Not a squeak coming out. No matter how hard I bowed. Shit. Turn check, bang check, 123 op. Angel angel angel !!! I want to tell you a lot of stuffs! My earrrrrr!
Yesterday's scene was still in my mind. I'm scared. Ten more days to Australia. :( I'll miss home. I'll miss this. I'll miss that.
Churched today. Nothing much happened :) I was reading my story book in church so I didn't listen to the sermon. Oh. I want to go to the Magic box. hummms. Ariel, I'm going to rape you soon.... If you continue to say somebody is going to rape somebody! hahahaha :D Church camp next friday, saturday and sunday. WHHEEE! Fancy staying beside OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL? People staying over, please do not make me freak out at night. :) I bet I won't go to bed or rather sleeping bag. hahaha! I'm skipping friday because I've decided to go for sectionals. tsktsk! I'm afraid I really cannot make it for wind blew etc.
I really don't know whats wrong with me these few days. I'm getting fustrated with myself. oh wells...
LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D
Sarah - Now its ten days ): I don't think I will enjoy myself there. Botak - :D hahaha! Can you tag more words than just tagged? Nadiah - HELLO! Jia you tooo! I hate wind blew man. ):
Saturday, May 24, 2008 Y 7:34 PM
Hard yet soft.
Playing of instruments in the canteen as we can't use the hall. YMCA, Can't take my eyes off you, Good bye my love, oblivion. Nice and fun songs. Sight read enchanted. Enchanted is nice but not nice at the same time. Totally confusing. I still love it though. Wind Blew Over Cherry Blossom sent Mr Tan fustrated. And I added oil unto his fumes :( I didn't want it that way too. Stressed. Eleven days to Australia. I kinda dread it. No. I should not feel that way.
Of betrayal, trust, confidence, behaviour, attitude and love.
LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D
Botak - I slow cannot ah!! ahhahaha! Sarah - HELLLOOOOO! :D You are friendly! Yue Qin - hahah! thanks! Grace - hahaha! I love you more than you love me. Amanda - What songs?
Friday, May 23, 2008 Y 5:13 PM
YMCA!
Bad moood all the way because of painting. We are not allowed to mix the colours and painting suck! My work was more to the death than the living. Released at elevennnnnn :D
Lunched with Fayyad, Kent, Qian Ling, Nadia and Yee Hui. Super funny luh! hahahaha! All the craps and disgusting stuffs. I hate full-time-bimbos. Tuba is so nice. Triplets!!! Sectional-ed :D Can't talk my eyes of you. Damn the running notes. My hand cacat luh! Blue sky. HAHA! I LOVE THAT FUN SONG! :D I need to train my arms. nooooooooooooooooo! Talked to Jing Yi. I WILL MISS YOUUUUUUUU :( Taught my three beloved juniors. Cutie pies they are. Unbelievable I taught right ? I never expected myself to have such patience. *round of applause * We were like crazy in the band room. Shared the drumstick between I don't how many people. How loving we are. :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACEEEEEEE :D I love you! <3
Thursday, May 22, 2008 Y 5:00 PM
I told you I've got violent moodswings.
I don't know why mansxzxz! I started tooting half way when Yee Hui talked to me. Sorry eh, I am crazy. Meatballs stink please! *pukes* I only got high half way through the kindness week performance. Partly because of Gary, Peck Joon, Graceee and Qian Ling. Peck Joon and his birdcage. tsktsk! HAHAHA! We were like running around and zi-highing. Report books... I deproved? Nevermind! I will fight for my previous position when EOY comes. >:) Dismissed late and didn't get to eat my lunch.
Secondary twoosss had to fall in just because of one simple sentence. haha! Peck Joon and Michael were damn high. I don't know why. Michael started speaking in some china accent that send me laughing like mad. Kept laughing and laughing and laughing non stop. * stomach cramps * Then went to music theory. Laming like mad again... hahaha :D Mathematical music I call it. tsktsk. I bet I will fail the interval section. LOLS! :) Australia breifing was funny tooo... Fayyad was being too lame. Tahboleh tahan! Oh! We get to call in Australia >:) Cheese pancaked then went homeeeeeeeeee. Mother is finally talking mans!
I'm highing now with barneyyyyyyy songs! I want to go to dora's and barney's live concert! :D But they are too costly and I'm not around in town. LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D
Jin Li - hah! I will smile alwaysssssss :D Jerom - I forgot I was talking to you. SOOOORRRRRRRRY! :D Botak - hahahah! Nevermind lahhhh... Stop saying sorry! :D oh! You can let me slap to bu chang you know...
Wednesday, May 21, 2008 Y 8:48 PM
helloooo... I'm bored.
Starting time: 2049
Name: Esther Tang :D *grins*
Sister/s: Twooooooo and i lovee them.
Brother/s: None, but I would like to have one :)
Shoe size: 7-8 ? I've got big feet.
Height: 1.60m ++
What are you wearing right now? * Orange and black
Where do you live? * Singapore :)
Favourite number ? * eeeeeleven
Drinks ? *F&N orange :) (i'm influenced)
Favourte Months : * all the twelve months :)
Favorite Breakfast: * Hello pandaaaaaaaaaaaa :D
***********Have You Ever*********** Been in a hot tub: * Yeaps.
Swam in the ocean: * I think so? I was pretty young then.
Fallen asleep in school: * OBVIOUSLY!
Fell off your chair: * Nearly ?
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: * yessssssssss. But gave up eventually.
Saved e-mails: * Duh!?
Been cheated on: * Yes ? No ?
***********What is************ Whats right beside you? * Pillow.
-------Who-------------------- Who last made you smile? * PERCUSSION!
Who did you last yell at? * Michael or Fayyad ?
----------Final Questions------------- What are you listening to right now? * Say it again
What did you do today? * Perform! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
Hate someone in your family? * Sort of yes ?
Good singer? * No.
Diamond or pearl? * Diamond :D
Are you the oldest? * NO! :D
Indoors or outdoors? * Bothhhh :D But outdoors for band :)
------------Today did you-------------- Talk to someone you love? * No ?
Kiss anyone? * No
Get sick? * Yes
Talked to an ex: * Yes
Eat Dinner: * duh!
------Last person who--------- You talked to on the phone? * I forgot ?
-------------Random--------------- Have a crush on someone? * noooo. I love someone :D
What books are you reading right now? * Some book ?
Best feelings in the world: * FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOM! :D
Do u sleep with stuffed animals? * Yes, uncountable.
What's under your bed? * I don't know.
Favorite locations: * BEACH!
Danced a slow dance with someone you didn't even like? * NO!
Who do you really hate? * That !$#^&%^%$#@
You lonely right now * Quite?
What time is it now? * 2102
Y 7:17 PM
HOT HOT HOT ! The weather is sooo hot that I could melt any moment. The weather is not right, my mood is not right. hell it. It is depressing standing beside tall people like kevin, chengtao etc etc. I feel so short k! I'm like tip toe-ing to match their height. tsktsk Math trail was like shit. Damn ultra boring okay. The facilitator is no fun at all... Explored terminal three... * rolls eyeballs * We were pratically walking around aimlessly. tsktsk. Jae Kyung and Zhi Wei were hilarious! :D Finally back to school...
Lunched with funny people :) AND prepared for the la vista perfomance. It has been more than one month since I carried instruments. I sorta had no strength. OOPSAYE! Watched the performances. Not bad luh. haha! Kevin was entertaining today. It seems ages since we last talked. So different from primary school days :) Good bye to A TASTE OF THE CLASSICS. The quack was cuteeeee :) I had an ending solo at the end which I'm not supposed to have. I lovee this song very very much. Suits our section a lot. Sang happy birthday song to the may babies! :D and HAPPY BIRTHDAY PERMYOD! PS : Do respect your seniors :) Glock glock glock again. hahaha :D I'm very tired now. I feel like dying. My family life is miserable. It is so cold at home. All you hear is fans :(
LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D
Yee Hui - okay.. Shu Yun - okay... Jefferson - hahah! WELCOMEEEEEE :D Op Girl - I KNOW U ! I KNOW UUUUU! :D
Tuesday, May 20, 2008 Y 5:33 PM
FINALLY... The silence has been brokened but little was said though. I will learn to forgive and forget... It will be a huge step for me to take.
School was horrible today. We sat in the hall from 0750 - 11oo. My legs went super numbbbb! How do you freaking expect us to shut up when we are rotting like hell? AND! When will the teachers ever stop comparing us to the rest of the classes. 2a1 is just a nameeeeeeee ok! It does not determine our behaviour. I'm freaking emotional today. And I'm over sensative. I'm sick and tired. Violent moodswings you call it.
Percussion ensemble was greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat :D Everybody was sooo high! I meant VERY VERY HIGH! Percussion indeed cheered me up :) Awesome people :) And Michael was evil today. Don't call him handsome! :) I loveeeee them! <3 HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEFFERSON! :D Yue Qin : TALK MOREEEEEE :) [this is random]
I need to go to some place to calm my nerves. Let it end... I don't want to continue any further. LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D
Botak - :) Nadiah - ahahaha! I loveee you very very much! You are such a dear to mee. I think I will cry rivers when you step down ): Op Girl - haha! I want to know you lahhhh! :D Wei Jun - No link!
Monday, May 19, 2008 Y 12:40 PM
DAMN YOU ):
I didn't get to post yesterday cause my mom bans me from using computer. * strangles her! *
Hospitality was fun! :D We get to wear new vest which are nicer than the previous ones. *YAYS!* We started off by giving out bulletins to people in the cafeteria... I started moaning to colin that I was hungry and he went to buy waffle for meeee :) But sad to say, I was on duty and hadn't got a chance to eat it. So he kept it for me until service ends. So sweet of him uh... THANKS BROTHER :D HAHAAA! " God bless you... see you next week! " Bei Xuan is so niceeeeeeeeee :D
Went home and my mother started going crazy. Had a huge quarrel with her. You think you are the only one who knows how to cry uh! You think you are so prefect uh?! You think you know what I'm really thinking ah!? Do you even care luh!? WHAT THE fuck K! I cried myself to sleep last night and I woke up crying okay! Don't assume that I have no feelings or what so ever. Is just that I don't show and I don't make a huge huuuuhaaaa like how you did alrights! Stop complaining to everybody else. Chase me out for all you want. I won't diee. Even if I die, you are the one that will be sad. The cold war begins.
OK! Done ranting. Damn lah. I've been crying like maddd these few days. But I'm no cry baby... tsktsk! I look like some spastic goldfish now. anddd.... GET WELL SOON darling :D
LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D
Pearlyn - hahaha! Okay... Qian Yi - Hey! Remember uh! Your house ... :) Shin Ying - YOU MADE ME HIGH TOOO! Electonneeee :D Pei Wen - No interest. Botak - :) Op Girl - haha! Its okay luh...
Saturday, May 17, 2008 Y 11:07 PM
Some niceey piano medleys that make me go boohooo.
Popular music piano medley
T.H.E ESTHER, 慧恩
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Nine is my favourite number.
Friendly, cheerful and noisy.
Dislikes half-heartedness
I love to read!
Living my life happily like always
A smile brings rest to the weary, cheer to the discouraged, sunshine to the sad, and it is nature's best antidote for trouble :D