I've decided to stay on in band.
Yes. After what Mr Tan and Miss Chang said, I decided to carry on.
Mr Tan is right afterall. Nobody is borned perfect.
Everybody have to go through the same process to play well.
Yes. I will prove to Sebast that I can play well someday!
I can see my own efforts and improvements even though they are minor ones.
As for what Miss Chang had said, I must be more daring.
He is for what he is, I can't do anything to him.
So I just have to practice and improve.
I've thought it out. I will prove him wrong. He is just some sucky gay.
I will not give in to him.
CRYING DOES NOT MEAN I'M DEFEATED.
ESTHER TANG HUI EN WILL PROVE IT TO HIM!

TO SEBASTIAN :
Yes. I admit I whine a lot. But I still continued on to practice etc.
I can say that teachers do give a damn about whether you put in effort or not.
They not only will see the results but also the efforts.
You will get "scolded" even more if you don't put in effort.
CRYING IS NOT AN OFFENCE BTW!
AND I DIDN'T GIVE YOU ANY FUCK FACE. IT IS MY FACE.
I won't be a loser and quit band!