I'm just having mood swings .
There is simply too many to do .
It is my hectic life .
I want to do well in ccas too .
But i would rather do better in my studies .
It is only the beginning yet i can't even endure it .
There is too much homework .
I've choosen this path .
I must walk it well .
I can't give up half way .
It would be too irresponsible to do so .
If i can't reach your expectations , so be it .
I will try to improve myself .
ALL I NEED IS TIME .