Woke up at the usual time .
Prepared then went for band .
Probably today isnt my day .
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I was ' tortured ' in band .
I cant seem to get the correct beat and stuff .
I cant even play my timpani well .
I just dont seem to do anything right .
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The BBA was bad too .
We got a new score !!!
BOOS !
Im playing the timpani again .
HAISH !!!!!
I dont even know how to read the score !
Everything is like so messy .
I asked * for help .
BUT he left me alone .
I dont know how to do anything .
IM SO PISSED OFF !
Forget it !!!
I was like scolded and scolded and scolded ...
URGHS !!
I dont wish to say anything further .
Im boiling !

Foot drills .
Another dumb thing lahs !
I didnt get scolded .
BUT we did something worse .
Down one hundred !
My arms and back and whole body ache-ing like hell lurhs !
ahahahas!
Im such a idiot !
HAISH !
WHY JUST I CANT DO THINGS RIGHT !
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY !?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Im just plain dumb lahs!

I cut my fringe .
Its freaking short !
I hate it .
I look like a stupid schoolgirl .
Nevermind .
Have to bare it till it grow .
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