Photo taken by Hafiz.

Its better to remain like that...

The past weeks had been hectic and exhausting. Everyday seemed so packed.
I can't eat and sleep well... Someone tell me why! D:
I can't catch up with A Maths. I regretted choosing a pure science class...
I can't pass Physics...
I can't manage my time...
I can't put my feelings together...
I can't this, I can't that. What a failure.
I need to buck up on my studies!

Oh well. What is done is done! Is there anything that I can do to make my brain react faster?

A week back, I went for Jonathan's birthday party. It was as if I went to a gambling den. HAHA! I meant it. But I had fun(: K,CT,CA,J^2 were very entertaining. Especially the Tamil show part. The way the actress talks sounds wrong. Oh, I tried learning mahjong but I suck at it. I don't even know what tiles are what tiles. HAHA! I know, I'm extremely not suitable for that yea! Btw, Jon, your friends' singing is super thunderous. (: Thats about it.

It wasn't an awesome concert. I wasn't feeling very well that day so it wasn't fun.
I love intermezzo.
Watched the rest of the performance after ours. I was typing stuffs to Yue Qin. HAHA! I don't like uh! Yeaps. I was super tired so I collapsed on my bed after I bathed.
Sorry Pearl, I left you alone in church! D:

I finally put on my bottom braces! :D It hurts like hell though.
Anddddd... There are officially three bracefaces in band. We shall all put the same colour one day. HAHA! John, welcome to the family! :D

I like sitting beside Amanda in class. We crap about almost everything!
I shall study now! A whole load of tests are coming up!

Chemistry spelling on 2 March (next monday!)
E. Math test on 2 March (next monday!)
English test sometime next week.
Chemistry Chapter Three test on 4 March (next wednesday!)
Geography Test on 4 March (next wednesday!)
Physics Test on 9 March (next next monday!!!)
A. Maths Chapter two test on 9 March (next next monday!!!)

Crap... Those two tests to be taken on my birthday are the ones that I won't have the confidence to pass. WHAT A BIRTHDAY TO SPEND! D:

Before I end...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE FEBRUARY BABIES!
Roseline (:
Pei Wen (:
Jonathan (:
Botak (:
Mei Yi (:
[I know its a little too late]

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Yue Qin - :D
Hui Jia - I shall bake more cookies next time! :D
Wei Jun - HAHA! Thanks for your badge. (Late)
Pearlyn, Sharon, Lynn - Happy super belated v day. hahahahahah!
Pei Wen - You're welcome!
Fayyad - Yes. Everybody knows that you're a monkey!
Jasmine - You are v v v v lame!
Zhi Wei - Thanks.
Lynn - My email is esther.en@live.com. HAHA! Yes. you naughty girl who whacked my butt.
Grace - I updated! :D

I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wide world...

I'm busy with many things.
This week is filled with tests, tests and more tests.
I will only blame myself if I flunk all of them cause I didn't put in effort to study properly.
Life is all about :AE Math, Physics, Chemistry, English, MT, SS, Geog ...

Yesterday was very fun! :D
Went over to Shin Ying's house to bake. I think I laughed more than I baked. Electone is damn fun! Yee Hui was extremely retarded seriously. She kept doing actions that will make Shin Ying laugh and then I'll laugh at Shin Ying's laughter. Who recovers the slowest? ME! D: So first I was sitting. Then I crouched at one corner. Then I rolled about on the floor. hahahahahaha! I Jackpot eyes! I feel so bad putting the photo on the paper! HAHA! Anyways, hope the cookies taste nice!


TODAY today is all or nothing, all the way the praise goes up to you.
Total Defence Day? Yeap. Assembly was in the hall today. Yan Ning was crapping like I-don't-know whose business. The videos on the Rwanda genocide was extremely sad. I feel that I'm one of the typical tofus that takes things for granted. I think I will be the first to die if I was in that situation. Had some stupid fire drill which is a total waste of time. I don't see why we are having that exercise since no one takes that seriously. Sorry for being so emotional today. Don't worry about me, I'm fine. Okay. Bad moods aside. Mdm Pillai's expressions are all very funny. I can't stop laughing over certain things. I was tired to the maximum during band. Sorry if I didn't teach you guys properly. Real sorry! I played the drumset to perk myself up, but it didn't work. For once in my whole life, I think Miss Koh is a rather nice teacher(: HAHA!

Went to buddy for late lunch and supposedly dessert. Thanks Yee Hui for the brownie! :D I nearly broke my nose there. I was picking up my file then I banged my nose on the chair. It seems that my nose is connected to my eyes. Like-duh. !@#$! The table leg was funny. The bullying of Yan Ning was even worse. HAHA! They cheered me up a lot. Thanks girl friends! :D
I think I broke my finger cause I knock against the basin real hard.

Its either you start first or never.
I won't compromise.

I'M SICK AND TIRED OF THIS OF IT OF THAT. I HATE BEES!

HAPPY APPRECIATION DAY!
Thanks for the chocolates, cards, rose ...

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Cindy - Love you too!
Pei Wen - You naughty girl!
Jing Yi - Oh! I will (:
Fayyad - Finally updated.
John - haha.
Martin - When is second time? (:
Fayyad - FFFFFFFFFfaaaaaaaBBBBBuuuLLLLooUUss!
Cindy - HI!
Yue Qin - loves loves! :D

Church was freeeeeeeezy.

As promised! :D

BFF! :D

Lights out.

My computer's memory is darn low. D:
Right... It is the first time I'm not tired after running. HAH! I can run better when I don't eat breakfast (: I managed to teach my juniors the whole Solo 5 before lunch today. A round of applause for them! :D So proud of you guys manszxz. Permyod; Please do not get too fierce ah! It may be funny to us but control yourself too! :D I have no comments on the sec ones. Except that Nadirah's brother is very cute! :D Rosemary you are an extreme pervert ok! Went home and went out again for our alumni's concert. They were great. Took lots of photos. Yeap. Helped them move the instruments back to band room. Ate dinner/supper with Yee Hui, BFFs and Derrick. We were damn mean, keeping away John's food from him. His burger got smashed like I-don't-know how many times. Plus Fayyad's stupid face. hahahaha! Freaking funny. I laughed till I cried and had stomach cramps. I was very hyper active today. John; Don't sad! Still got other chances! :D You so "attractive" worhzxzx. I had a whole load of fun tonight! :D

Now... fun aside...
I have SS test
A Math homework
Physics homework
Physics test
Geography homework
Geography test.

I am tired. I shall sleep early and wake up at 6 tmr to study! :D
Photos to be uploaded tmr!!!

I'm in high spirits now! :D I PASSED MY MATH! HAHAHAHAH! Like finally after failing twice consecutively. I realise I can study better after midnight! I have to buck up on my A Math. D:
I AM NOT A DISTANT RELATIVE OF MR TANG. I cannot describe how I feel but if you think its a joke, I think otherwise. I am sick and tired of Physics lessons. I can't catch a thing on light. Shitzxz. Chemistry is fun but Mr Ramesh is always absent D:
I failed English. Omgzxzxzx. I can't believe I actually failed English by a mark. D: I've yet to get back Chinese Compo test results.*EXCITED NOT* I have a sudden urge to do art!

Bandbandbandbandbandbandbandbandband is boring. Except that my juniors are pretty obedient these days. Compliment ok! Cindy; Don't cry yea... These kind of things always happen alright. You played well today! I loveee you k! :D Marimba and vibraphone is back! YAY! Can side read already! woohoo! :D I forgot what happened. Oh yes! I learnt the starting drumset part of Hosanna properly already! But I can only play freaking slowly to get everything correct. I was very gentle to my juniors today! I shall be gentle cause they are scared of me. hahaha!
Crapped and walk around.
I HAVE TO DO MY HOMEWORK.
I HAVE TO STUDY FOR TESTS.
I HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO TIE MY HAIR PROPERLY. *laughzxzxz*

Answer : A teacher/discipline mistress.


LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Bao Ying - Oh, I touched you. HAHAHAHA! No shoulders though(Sensitive ah). I love you too!
Fayyad - What drumset tutor. I'm still FARRRRRRR from it k! HAHA!
Jerom - Oi. I think I remember. Jerom Chong Xiu Yuan! :D
Teddy - Thank you thank you! :D
Si Zhen - HELLO!!!!!!!!!! I miss you! AHAHAHA!

To be happy or sad?

How many times have you laughed? How many times have you cried?
I nearly overslept today as I am very very tired. Went to church with my second sister. Today is the first of February so there was communion. I cried. Yes, I needed to let go certain things to the Lord. The love of God shall fill my heart(: [Not trying to be holy here btw]. Service was all about studying Math. I feel guilty. Oopsaye... I promise that would be the last time! I was starving all the way until we reached Marine Parade. Ouh. Roseline is a little crazy today. HAHA! Congre was all about relationships. It was a rather interesting topic as there was sharing session. The teachers are all very funny but there were sad ones too. I would rather stay single! :D Walked around parkway after that.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAO YING darl! <3333333333333333
Laoren! HAHAHAHAH!
Sorry for not having the best birthday celebration due to the time constraint yea.
Thanks for being the very very very best SISTER of mine. Our fourteen years of friendship still counting! During these fourteen years many many things happened. Be it good or bad, we will always be there for each other. I'm blessed to have you as my sister in Christ! :D We were the first to wish each other happy new year and your the first person to say you love me this year. HAHAHA! We went crazy at the slightest things together. I think your the only one who stayed over at my house having a girls night talk. You will never leave me alone despite me being an asshole. Thanks for all the little things you did for me to brighten up life! :D First sisterto be fifteen eh! *sarcastic tone* I lurbzxzxz euzxzxzx! *muacksmuacksmuacks* YUCK!

Love Tags Reply :D

Jerom - I forgot your full name! HAHA! Sorry!
TeddyBear - You ownself refresh! HAHAHA
Wei Jun - HAHA! SINCE V LONGGGGG!
Yue Qin - HELLO POLYGON SISTER! HAHAHA!
Yan Ling - ahahaha! okay. Whatever ... better than shi shen nu!